Swigs

Lately I've been craving for something neutral

Something you can relate to

Not because someone hurt you

Or because you've been feeling out of the world

Not because you've been crying

Or you know pain

I want to write something that reminds You

Of the You you used to be

Before the lights went out

Your thought pattern changed

You got beat by the world

I want to remind you

Of who you used to be 

But

I can't

I don't remember myself

Who I was born to be

The person the fire had the first contact with

The real me.