Tell me something.

How do I explain that I woke one morning

And I couldn't feel anything but anger

Disappointment, fear

Tell me how well to tell you I woke up tired

Started feeling undeserving

Unworthy, lost the strength and energy

I try to smile more often than not

2months after constant smiles, I'm in my room

Tearing up, maybe it was the first time I cut

Or the second, might be third

All I know is, I slept fine

Woke depressed and now I have to live

And pretend to be the girl that slept fine.