What if.

Stepped out for some air today

Took some turns that led me here

A stream so close to my roots

I realized I've been hurting me

Putting me further into some hole

Acting like I've made the most mess of my life

I've burdened my soul pleasing

Hated the person I have been at every turn

Put me back in a chain of what-if

I had said no and not considered it

Laughed it off and despised you

Curved and made a circle of you

I've had me judging me for long

My Judge is hard and spares no wrong

I'd be breathing now