Growth.

Your headspace seems full of the cloud

I know you're trying to make it seem otherwise

Your Feelings don't exist

I see you trying to force a smile

The not your natures you're trying to fuse in

I think you're not breathing

The things that attracted me

Thinking back, is nothing but because you were breathing

You're flying now

Trying to figure out You

I'm drowning now

Trying to wash away the You

I know what I want still

Deep in your mind you know your want

You know there's someone waiting but leaving

Standing but walking

You're telling You

I'm telling Me

Its still not the right time

No one truly stays

Yet, we stand by each other

Backs touching everytime

Eyes seeing occasionally

Hands hardly intertwining

On the few occasions we turn

Our hearts beat as one

We remember why we turned

Who we are

The Bliss of the times we never had

Always had

Forever enjoyed

You need to learn to Breath

I must understand how to swim

So, our next conversation would be of butterflies

The beautiful peril of life

But still,

I hope you find happiness in the mean time

And

Me when the time is right 

If you ever find me.